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2012-01-20T16:09:00.004+08:00

在阴暗深处的优点就是没人看到你的泪。可以偷偷的流泪跟释放情感… 挺好的…

有些人真的非常的不懂事，不成熟… 我并不是在自吹自擂说自己是多么的成熟，懂事。可是，一个人到了一定的年纪，不是应该被要求有一定的成熟度吗？

真是气死我了! 我这几天几乎要被这两个幼稚鬼弄疯了…!

2012-01-18T22:31:00.003+08:00

If you cant honour wad u've said, then juz shut up!

I'm tired of this… Not the 1st time.

AGAIN n AGAIN~

I never liked this. NEVER

Each time I choose to trust u, everytime u made me feel stupid.

Thoroughly disappointed…

Deep sigh

2011-12-18T12:52:00.002+08:00

It's an emo day after an emo nite. Every1's not feeling gud. Pissed ttm. Sad and mostly sick and tired and frustrated. I am, too. Need some time alone today to plan ahead. Mayb it's time to give up n focus...

2011-11-15T17:25:00.003+08:00

Shld find time to dance and workout a little... Quite some catching-up to do for new dances and feeling very shag lately... Feeling less energetic... less healthy... In need of some stress-reliving channel too... :)

TIME TO BRACE UP!

2011-11-15T12:23:00.008+08:00

Why did you have to repeat the history again? How can you not know that friendship is so important to me and still, repeatedly, say things like "Ending the friendship" so easily again and again. I cried last nite (this mrng) again... I'm behaving more and more like a cry-baby lately.

"It's the end", "I'm not gonna worry abt anything frm tonite onwards. Just wanna say thanks for everything :)", "It's not anybody fault...wat r friends for?" and "friendship ends now" and "don't call me if the two of them are with you the next time".

Meimei and I didn't want to trouble you mah. So plotted to leave secretly to cab hme esp since u guys were alr so near hme...

Why can't you guys be understanding for our motive of doing so? When u guys got angry without even letting us explain and wanting us to understand why u guys were angry... Why can't u guys think in our perspective too?

Meimei cried last nite again. She said she can't believe so many things keep happening lately. She's so so so so very very very tired about them. She just broke down while talkng to me. Still dare to say things like "If I disappear, everything can be solved, I'll disappear then" to her lao gong. Making all of us abit paranoid and concern for her. So so so so many things happened ytd. I oso can't believe I lost control of my temper and emotions and broke down last nite over the phone... I cried for so long... My EQ's lowering and lowering itself. Damn... Lyk wad u've said "I'm sorry. How can I make a person who's always so strong, cry today?"Haix.... I juz can't easily treat things like a joke or take things (friendship) for granted. Thinking u're juz joking and saying things cuz u were juz angry, and make myself think/believe tt u wun be angry for long etc. I'm scared, when it comes to losing any friendship... The last time u've seen me cried, it's because of similar matters as well... because of tt "petty" guy. Why can't u be a lil more sensitive and prevent urself frm saying such things. I lied. I'm sorry. i juz rmbered I did cried because of you b4 last nite's too. But u know, I can't not be feeling bad for making the others guilty and self-reproach. I'd rather take all the blames. Juz like ytd. After I calmed down, I felt so embarrassed for crying... :(

I felt even even more guilty when u owned up that you were really really very angry and so drove home quite recklessly... speeding and all... DAMN! Wad hv I done? I was thinkin ytd... WAD IF sth really happened to you? Touch wood... but how can u risk ur life for this? As much as you always like to say things like "Why shld u be crying n be upset for somebody like me? It's not worth it." Then why am I worth it for you to b this angry n for u to risk ur life? CRAZY, aren't you?

How I wish this will be a good lesson and no more similar things will happen nxt time... Four of us were so tortured.

最近有想要发泄, 要大哭一场的冲动... 所以又从新把<恶作剧2吻>弄出来看... 每次都会如此. 不是这一部, 就是<一公升眼泪>了... 感到身心疲惫,好累啊~

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Had lunch wif him. Since sum1's mouth stink last nite, swearin that he will make time for me to hv lunch... Ate at PRIME Mrkt area. (: Ate porridge and he ate Mixed Vege Rice and his fav chix floss cheese pancake. Whole lunch was sayin RIP RIP RIP! Crazy guy. -_-

He knew I'm a lil pissed over tt RIP thingy tt cums out of his stinky mouth so so so often today. We had a small row after I reached back at my hse dwnstairs. We were saying abt some things then I juz got off the car and said "Don't know who promised me that he won't be angry with me one. Can be angry with anybody but won't angry with you de lar..." So wad's last nite abt? U were so angry with me... tt level of anger tt's unimaginable. Every1's shocked. haix... actually, i'm partially joking. Angry then angry lor. Better than hidding anything from me. I'm gg to hate the latter more than anything else... Duno wad's wrong today... Most likely the post effects of last nite's bah. I'm loosing my voice and my eyes are so swollen now.... :( I will still try to study nwaex... as promised to myself and to you. I wanted to keep this. There's not much time left to stay stagnant... Stay unprogressed on the original spot... while everyone's alr moving on and start writing their new chapter... :)

Jiayou to myself! ^^

A Broken Promise

2011-11-08T03:31:00.005+08:00

I can almost guarantee that this is the 1st time I broke a promise. If I can't do it, I wldn't hv promised in the 1st place. Haix... Mayb lyk wad you said, there's really sth wrong with me. I'm searching, but I can't seem to find the reason for this too. Mayb wadeva happened ard me made me moody and felt lyk drinking bahx. I'm so sorry that I broke the promise but the more I do not wish to lie to you... that I didn't touch the beer, when in fact, I did. I HATE to lie. Esp to anybody who cares for me genuinely. I felt so guilty. I knew I lost my credibility olreadi. Any damage done, cannot be undone. Remorseful. Wad the hell is wrong with me?!

2011-11-07T11:16:00.005+08:00

I'm becoming a cry-baby lately. I don't like the way I'm turning into. I used to be stronger by myself. But nowadays, after knowing you, you seem to see through alot of my weak (weakest) sides... Seems like I can't hold on to my mask anymore, before you.

I cried last night (or rather this morning) again. AGAIN?! I just felt wronged and misunderstood for you twisting my good intentions on you into something that so bad that you said: "You don't need a friend like me since you are so calculative", "Let's just end the friendship so you can don't call/text to disturb me anymore", etc.

What more is that I really have no idea if you really meant (all these) what you've said and was angry but used "joke" as a way to cover it up and make me feel better and to forgive me, OR you really was just joking about such a serious and critical thing (for me at least)! I honestly and sincerely treasure every single person and my friendship with them and for you to use "ending friendship" easily as a joke (if it's really a joke?), I'm really saddened by your attitude and choice of words used. Cried because of the two reasons above. And was both relieved that you (might) really be joking about it and don't mean anything serious OR that you're trying to hide your anger by covering/ending everything up by saying "JOKE" is all I'm doing. Maybe I lied. I was really a lil angry when I learnt of the truth (the truth you meant).

Hope the "truth" is really the "truth". Not anything to make me or make yourself feel better and get over it.

Lost control and cried a little just now again. Brooding about the matter again and when you called, I can't control my sadness and a lil anger again. I'm always searching for problems and troubles huh?

Another thing is my dearest mei mei. From what I've heard, she cried so hard last night at the shop, behind him. Wishing she's better now cos I knew she can't be ALRIGHT de...

2011-11-01T15:11:00.000+08:00

SUPERFICIAL PEOPLE EVERYWHERE! Saving my breath, I'll just shut up. >:(

2011-10-31T13:37:00.003+08:00

Changes are constantly taking place. It is unpreventable but efforts can be made to sustain part(s) of them.

I'm exhausted after the Halloween nite at USS. Somebody gotta change or frictions harden our hearts.

2011-10-26T10:53:00.008+08:00

Are we going to run out of things to chat about? Seems lyk last nite's chat showed signs of this.

Told ya before I am boooooorrrrring~

Dan reinstated a point that I have to repeatedly remind myself about since I tend to forget about it now and then... Forgetting where "I" stand.

How can we say [forever] when we cannot possibly comprehend the [meaning] and [length] of forever..?

2011-10-25T12:09:00.005+08:00

seems lyk u didn't detect nor heard anything that night over the phone... either this or you're juz being considerate and nice to ignore or cover things up for me. If the latter is true, I've made a really good fren huh? :D However, this can never be justified as I don't have the courage to bring it up again.

Wondering how long things can sustain the same or at least not get worse. Loathe the idea that things might be drifting away but at the same time, very little can be done. Changes happen every time, everywhere. Just, are you going to watch things happening or do something to make it change to the way you desire?

2011-10-24T09:15:00.002+08:00

Disappointed, really very disappointing... Both towards that person and towards myself and our friendship. Our friendship is so shallow that I am kept away from so many things and I didn't see things. Haix....

I'm unhappy and so exhausted because everything I always thought is, is not what it appears to be. What a failed friend I am huh?

I shall learnt to stop probing things from the next time on as knowing everything doesn't help me. I'm worrying more and thinking more. Mentally straining and exhaustive. Am I escaping the reality already...? I broke down. I hope u've nt detected or heard anything over the phone. Haix haix haix... I didn't see THAT coming myself too. Mayb you know me more than I do about myself. Tears keep rolling down and I can't cease them. Felt way too tired bah... Almost can't talk and felt like hanging up. But I managed to held that in, so that I won't make u more worried. Though letting u listen into everything didn't make u worry any lesser... I'm guilty, very guilty... I'm praying very hard that u've missed the whole breaking down but according to what I know, that chance will occur to be pretty slim...

Sounds like a really bad day than a celebratory one... Ouch huh...?

2011-10-23T15:01:00.000+08:00

<3 these ^^

2011-10-23T14:29:00.003+08:00

I didn't expect it to impact you this much.

Seems like u've proven me wrong over n over again... It's a good thing

But I can't get over things... Can't pass the "hindrance" or "disturbance" within me.

It's my fault so pls stop letting it bother u so much. Seeing u bothered, bothers me.

2011-10-21T02:32:00.006+08:00

Don't feed onto my appetite anymore because I fear for that day where I have to go into hunger. I won't be able to bear the pain this is going to bring me, even if this is just for a day. Such habits should be eliminated asap if they are not meant to be kept forever. Or soon enough, wounds may appear or even worsen. I really fear... ... fearing the arrival of such a day to come knocking on my door...

2011-10-18T01:54:00.000+08:00

Don't push it too far... Please~

2011-10-16T21:34:00.002+08:00

A topic we never dream of discussing.

Now, a step closer is called risk. Or are we pacing into a safer zone instead.

Conscious clear.

2011-10-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

Someone said things worth beating...

@_@ Feel so dizzy~ Haix...

2011-10-14T08:58:00.002+08:00

I'm not angry at you, more of angry with myself again for being too interfering. A safe distance should be kept.

2011-10-12T18:05:00.000+08:00

Thankful. :) My throat will recover very soon.

2011-10-11T22:36:00.001+08:00

I hope u mean what u say and not just say it to make urself feel better.

2011-10-10T16:04:00.003+08:00

Due to the chameleon nature, I don't put trust easily. YOU got to do something to change me and not asking me to change. Distrust will remain as distrust after all.

2011-10-09T04:02:00.003+08:00

LIFE is:

2011-10-07T11:33:00.000+08:00

Bad temper and low tolerance but much forgiveness~

2011-10-05T11:58:00.000+08:00

Now, this is so true.

2011-10-04T09:59:00.001+08:00

People cry, not because they're weak. It's because they've been strong for too long.

2011-10-02T21:51:00.001+08:00

Friends with benefits.

2011-09-29T21:31:00.003+08:00

First time I felt and experienced this thing happening to me. First time felt that I may faint on the spot but used all my energy to hold myself up as much as possible. This morning, between Bugis and City Hall, cold sweats keep flowing down my cheeks from my forehead, my front view is a mixed of whites and blacks and I felt breathless, suffocating and vomit-inviting. Fortunately, Dan offered to swap place and let me lean against the glass panel instead. Motion sickness and fatigue, I guess. I felt better after a stop or two. Dillon mentioned something about "she looks better now". Phew~

I'm glad I pulled through this long day without yearning to go home earlier. Friends somehow distracts you from all these negative thoughts and feelings ba.

We went Gelare after lecture. Van's bf Shawn drove us to Suntec. We then shopped quite awhile at Carrefour and headed to bbg for dinner.

Now that I'm finally home, my head felt as if it's splitting me into halves. DAMN! Wad's matter with me today huh? Really fatigue? Or there's something to it?

I'm worried about a few people currently. Hmmm... I know, I know. I should take care more for myself than worrying about others all day. Haix... HEADACHE!!!! I'm nt thinking anymore.

R.E.S.T.

Nope, S.L.E.E.P is the best medicine on earth. (:

2011-09-27T22:28:00.001+08:00

Skeptic

2011-09-27T13:23:00.002+08:00

I'm an angel? My stomach's feeling unwell now.

It's bcuz u've not seen the DEVIL side of me! U'll be surprised. SHOCK.

Haix, SEP is a really bad month. So far, so bad...

2011-09-21T13:33:00.004+08:00

人心显恶

2011-09-19T23:06:00.008+08:00

Didn't expect myself to flare up at a place outside home and on ppl I'll never wanted to throw tempers on. Everything happened too fast. Everything is out-of-control. However, I guess Virgos are just plain Virgos. Once our emotions take over our rationality, no sense can talk us through.

I do admit that throwing tantrums is a childish act but I felt betta aft buying tissue from the poor old granny at the mrt stn. Hope I can redeem some of my sins or wrongs by this. I don't throw tempers for no reasons. Just tt whether I wish to say and explain those reasons anot.

Just feel myself being used and ppl just take advantage of me being nice to them and saying "OK" to most/all requests. Just fed up... haix... Becuz, this is an absolute cross beyond the lines.

Need you to OT oso never ask u, just take u for granted tt u'll help/agree AUTOMATICALLY and when everything's discussed, comes back and asks u why u are still here "Thought u finish at 930pm?", "Why you still here?" "Enough ppl, dun need, you can go hme now." Sounds I'm totally lyk a back-up, a reserve etc... Lyk wad Ax "summarizes" earlier in the afternoon: "Oh you covering her today? So u are a reserve, a back-up la?" Maybe becuz tt's the reality of part-timers, and it's a fact, tt's y, I gt even more angry wif Ax.

The truth hurts huh? Gotta agree and treat this as a lesson to mature and grow up!!! Dun be too naive!!!! Treating everyone like an angel, thinking everything happens for a reason and everything's ok and I'll hold it in, I'll tolerate. I'm so sick and tired of these now.~

2011-09-18T14:39:00.004+08:00

It's my 1st free day after a long time of work, etc...

CAN'T I JUST HAVE SOME PEACE FROM ALL OF YOU???!!!!

Everything can be done any other time right?! I'm tired out, exhausted from work and the poor gastric of mine recently is a little torturing but I held all of them in.

DAMN IT! URGHHHHH~

U-Kiss - Someday

2011-09-14T19:45:00.004+08:00

Meaningful lyrics indeed. U will finally pull through the hardships and the day will be D-Day u smile :)

2011-09-13T00:46:00.003+08:00

Always, I promise other ppl things that are going to cost me dearly and tired myself out thoroughly.

However, I insist (each time) tt "Promises are meant to be KEPT cautiously, not meant to be broken".

2011-09-12T23:48:00.002+08:00

To be honest, to be treated as a rubbish chute where ur friends pour sorrows upon, is a compliment to me as it signifies that u are trustworthy and is a comfortable listening ear as pertaining to them.

However, when u know bits and pieces, the cliff hanging feeling just worries me way to much exceeding the satisfaction gained. I'm loosing slping hrs and couldn't slp longer hrs (like I always do) and this is driving me restless and nuts!!! My diet and appetite got affected as I lost it with food in front of me and felt hungry when they're gone. Boo~

Moody... Restless... Suffocating... And a lil sick (cough) from June and Fern (frm sharing food last nite).

A chance, once lost, is forever gone and never be retrieve.

How I wish I can rant at YOU to tell u to STOP acting like a CLOWN. Stop the force front! It hurts to watch u smile and laugh when I know u're crying inside. '_',

2011-09-07T01:09:00.002+08:00

劝人容易,劝己难.

说的永远比做的容易很多.

人阿,是很奇怪的个体.

记仇比记恩多.

坏事牢牢记住, 好事记得没几件.

所以人活得如此辛苦,因为一旦犯差错,之前的努力一律功亏一篑,错误几乎弥补不了了!

嗨~

2011-09-07T01:02:00.001+08:00

要生日了,可烦人的琐事真多啊! 闷 -_-'"

2011-07-22T09:41:00.003+08:00

When self-expectations are high at work, we have to pass expectations from our bosses, our colleagues and ourselves too.

Tiring ain't it?

2011-07-19T01:14:00.005+08:00

好人也有累的时候...

Regardless of how many times you encourage everybody to "Put Themselves in the Others' Shoes", it's never easy to be done when it's your turn.

Empty talks. That is...

2011-07-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

Can't seem to ctrl my tears recenlty... When did I lost ctrl?

2011-07-12T00:08:00.003+08:00

Whenever I hesitate between the cross-sectional path of choosing whether or not to help/trust you, I always end up hurting myself when I step forward to the choice of trusting you again and again.

I can't trust you anymore. I want to fall no more. I want to pain no more.

I've given up to explain; to trust you; to defend you; and to consecutively find excuses for your ridiculous; childish and petty behaviors.

This is more than enough... I'm washing my hands off all the troubles' you created but refuse to owe up own fault on.

2011-05-04T20:12:00.006+08:00

Ignorance is sometimes really a bliss...

But by saying this, you are merely escaping from the truth.

The REALITY, the PROBLEM that is already there. And you KNEW it.

2011-05-04T19:57:00.004+08:00

RARRRRRRR!!!! AMOS DO YOU GET COMMISSION for failing each Econs candidates!!!! RARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!! God, pls at least lemme pass!!!! PLEASE!!!!!

Can't smile when I see my mum.... To think I may have to let her down again.... T_T

Many bad things keep popping up.... I'm scared... At one end I consoling ppl all ard me... On this end, who's gna do the same for me?!

I feel lyk disappearing from EARTH too!

2011-05-03T23:03:00.003+08:00

FRUSTRATION!!!! My mind's full of my chiong-ED Stats and I can't revise for tmr's Econs anymore NOW! RAARRRR~!!!!

I totally LOATHE EXAMS!

Maybe I just need a break before pumping more infor in...

2011-04-20T00:06:00.001+08:00

SDF!

Ridiculous Day!

2011-04-02T23:24:00.001+08:00

Only after you let go, then will you be able to grasp more.

2011-04-02T22:44:00.001+08:00

The act of disappearance...

2011-03-22T23:56:00.006+08:00

Why are humans so difficult to understand? haix... wad a day...

Why do humans in this way that is complex? And why are humans' mood swing so rapid?

DAMN all of you... I can never pass my life's module on "Human Study".

Is it b'cos you didn't use all ur might to attain it in the 1st place... tt's why you treasure it lesser and give in lesser and sacrifice less to maintain? Bull shit you, then!

2011-03-08T11:48:00.002+08:00

Long Night Activity wif SIMS AWESOMES again! OverNight Cycling! But met wif rain and a mini accident...

Hmmmm... How do you feel when someone say you are NOT trustable (trust-worthy)?

Such a hurtful comment which may not be expected from the mouth to have such bombastic effect... but but... it, too, importantly signifies that it's time to self-repent on the personality myself portray that leads to such a comment... *sad*

2011-02-07T01:22:00.007+08:00

Jan 30, 2011 (Sun): Super Junior 1st Concert in Singapore SuperShow3!!! Indoor Stadium!!! 4pm to 7+pm! W.O.W!!! SME Standard! SuJu standard! Korean Standard! SUPERB!!!

Photo Credit: XinMsn

^SiWon who has EIGHT pads!!! OMG!

Sorry Sorry [Credits: XinMsn]
The Sea of Sapphire -- ELFs
^Angel SungMin and LeeTeuk [Credits: XinMsn]

^Concert High Besties!!! June and I!!!

REGRETS!!! WHY am I so rational???!!!! Shld've chiong dwn at least for Kyu's and Teuk's hands!!! DAMN! :/

CNY Day 1 (Feb 3, 2011): A lil sick so stayed home to recover after doc consultation from cny eve mrng...

CNY Day 2: 奶奶，三叔，婶婶 and JinXiang came to visit and had lunch.

^Bye Bye Tiger and Hello Rabbit! (I have both tiger and rabbit teeth!)

CNY Day 3: Sims' Hse Visitation Day + Lotsa Losing of Poker + Lotsa Fun on Wii etc from 2pm (Kick start at Jess' Hse) to My hse to Nic's hse then finally ended at Van's hse + Mac breakfast at 5+am... 2pm to 7am of FUN, LAUGHTER and MOCKS! ^_^ Photos TBU!

Reached hme at 7am (Day 4 of CNY: Today!) to wash-up and set off by car to custom to Johor for 汉仔 Gor Gor's Wedding banquet! Our 开心果, idol and the centre of attention/laughter from childhood! Happy, glad and mixed with a bit of envy and jealous for the wedding couple. They're so good together. 男的俊，女的美. A heaven match. And she's unbelievably tall! Even slightly taller than my cousin by a cm or two! Cute of her to hide/wear her flats underneath the two sets of wedding gowns! HAHAHA!

Each time I attend weddings, amidst observing the lead's wedding photos and the bride-groom intimacy/interaction, my heart just beats in harmony with their "diabetic" sweetness throughout the whole ceremony! Owwww~ Envy envy envy... A sudden urge to wear the gowns when I haven't even met my Mr. Right! Hurhurhur~ T_T

But it's okay... After calming those sensations, the more I will pray and hope that I can meet my other fated half soon. Soon but no hurry, that is. After listening to how the M'sians couple got together "magically" in Shanghai, I have got to believe and trust in FATE and DESTINY. God will have his arrangement. I believe I will find my happiness too, ONE day! Someone who will love me more than I do for myself and one who cherish me as much as my parents are doing it for me these decades...

Backed home at ard 6pm and BOOMed on bed to sweet dreams... Only to merely wake up awhile ago to wash-up and snack up more! =)

2011-01-14T13:16:00.001+08:00

I have a new thought... A dream, I should say...

I want to build a dance studio (a room with ample space and a wide mirror) in my (new) shelter :)

With my own money... of course.

2010-12-15T22:26:00.005+08:00

The MORE weary one is and the MORE one attempts to set things right during this period of distress, the MORE they will go wrong... And one will end up having to spend even MORE time and patience on these that had gone hay-wired.

HAIX... I guess the nerves of my limbs are dislocated from my brain today... Clearing up the mess is a pain.

2010-11-24T17:27:00.000+08:00

Rebirth comes only after death

2010-11-15T18:02:00.008+08:00

《我有拜托过你喜欢我吗？我有为了讨你喜欢说过什么谎话吗？没有吧。是你们擅自对我有所期待，然后因为真正的我不符合你们的期待，而失望、生气。难道这可以怪罪于我吗？》

~钟无艳

我们常常为了满足别人的眼光和期望而必须承受无谓的压力... ... 多么的无奈啊!

2010-10-29T12:52:00.003+08:00

what happens if you are losing your true self?

what happens if you can't hang in there anymore?

what happens when your determination are draining out?

what happens when your vision is blur and you can't see your target anymore?

what will happen? what shall happen?

how much courage is required to pick yourself up from the constant falls?

I don't know.... I really don't...

2010-10-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

those peeps (now counting up to 3-4) who questioned me... I hope you guys aren't right... Sigh...

Nwae, WENT for JYJ's concert!!! OMGee!!! These three guys ROCKS TTM!!!! AWESOME DANCE and LIVE singing their best (though too loud and lousy BG music)!!!

Fotos to be up-ed soon... :)

2010-10-13T19:56:00.004+08:00

LOVE my Jessies!!! Jess (Jasmine Lok) and Jessica Tan for today!!!

Was spreeing wif Jess today!!! Always an AWESOME fren to shop and chat with!!! Luv you, my fren!!! ^_^

Hoping nxt mnth can cum soon... ASAP puleasssseee! ;)

2010-10-11T21:21:00.004+08:00

How many ppl is willing to sacrifice a lil for others? Am glad I found one today in the library.

High compliments to this Malay girl/student. She gave up her seat to return to the original table when sum1 needs tt table and she sat on the floor... Willingly... :)

Am remorseful I'm not the one doing tt... But still... I like HER.

Least she saved some face for S'poreans' "well-known culture" in front of the Caucasian lady ;)

Congrats!

2010-09-29T18:16:00.004+08:00

Kids, dun play on the escalators! Jie Jie, here, dun wan to die so early!!!

The escalator incident enlightened me.

My First Instinct reminds me to back-out and run away from problems :(

Time to change myself. FACE the problem instead of ESCAPE :)

No wonder those pedestrians completely STONED when a vehicle is approaching their direction.

SE7EN - I'M GOING CRAZY

2010-09-28T21:25:00.007+08:00

Luv HanByul-Se7en couple ttm! The computer effects of MV is JJANG, successfully fuel on to the emotions of the song and the plot! LIKE it sooo much! :)

2010-09-26T22:22:00.002+08:00

Researchers are obviously lying. Endorphin doesn't work... :(

I'm still stressed and unhappy!

2010-09-24T00:33:00.004+08:00

Time brings friction.

Some people finds it amusing and gets entertained by pissing you. Entirely sick, aren't they?

Emo~ recently. Look at my posts.

I'm crazy. Haix...

2010-09-23T09:35:00.006+08:00

原来习惯跟喜欢真的只有一线之差... ...

2010-09-19T11:15:00.001+08:00

came back frm M'sia, a place full of warmth... Family warmth + weather warmth (ok, not warmth.. pure HOTNESS!)

f(x)- Surprise Party (English & Roman Subbed)

2010-09-10T11:36:00.009+08:00

Orhways luv this song; Ytd, it feels extraordinarily different and pleasing to listen to it again!!!! <3

2010-09-10T02:00:00.004+08:00

WOW! THANKS ALL 76 Bdae FB Posts, some SMSes, calls and personal wishes and celebrations and PRESENTS!!! U GUYS and GURLS are SO SO AMAZING and AWESOME Frens! Really really really... I'm so so very touched... :))

My FOD celebrated my bdae wif me during lunchtime!! They're really an AWESOME bunch of ppl!!!

Oreo cheesecake is really popular recentl huh? Two oreo cheesecakes juz today!~!! THNKS JESSICA and JASMINE for making them wif sincere heart and time!!! THANK YOU!!

Thank you FOD for the EX Ring File! and Jess for the nice handmade Angel earrings!!! WAH!!! I felt so much more sincere gifts this 2010 yr~ Touched!

Drank, drunk wif Jess at the Park!!! Nice alcohol and companion!!! but i'm seeing stars now... KO-ing now... Pics will be up soon! ;))

G.NA "KISS ME" Jangki Official MV

2010-09-03T01:35:00.000+08:00

2010-09-02T01:22:00.003+08:00

REJECTED!

Dislike rejections but they are all part and parcel of life. We have to accept and learn to stand up from them to proceed on. Life goes on. The Earth continues rotating. I will always tell myself: "Everything happens for a reason; The outcome may be predestined and it might not be a bad thing after all!"

I, too, hope that LOSSES in one equate to GAINS in others! :(

2010-09-01T20:40:00.001+08:00

there's always a time when you feel completely lonely and left out... ... today it is...

2010-08-25T15:45:00.012+08:00

Currently "chasing" the HK drama - E.U (Emergency Unit) 學警狙擊. The climax and twist is so dang good! I've not watched a really good drama for sooo sooo long... I freaking LOVE Michael Tse 谢天华! He's so so so so very awesome in ep 22! It's so touching... unexpected and sad. He acted sooooo sooo absolutely EXCELLENT in the drama esp ep 22! How can I always miss him and treat him as oni a supporting actor?!! Thumbs up even hands up for him! He's my new idol now! LUV LAUGHING AND MICHAEL TSE!

2010-08-21T15:49:00.003+08:00

Some1 up there ^ advised that "If nothing is done at my end, then nothing will happen".

BUT... Even so... I'm not allowing compromises just because of this advice as well...

A NO will eventually still be a NO.

2010-08-09T18:17:00.005+08:00

Sigh... how can u make me so angry till I almost cried...?

Some things juz don't go the way you want them to be... It's either a straight YES or NO.

no gray scale allowed.

but... Why...?

I don't get it. Seriously~

SeoHyun - It's Ok Even if it Hurts

2010-06-27T13:48:00.004+08:00

난... 아파도 괜찮아요...

진정괜찮아?

2010-06-27T02:38:00.002+08:00

drained... and weak... and defenseless...

Not the usual me at all...

Really don't know if I should be relieved or not...

I am really not myself today. The 'wall' I built is gone. I don't like it, seriously.

This is bad... terrible...

2010-06-26T00:53:00.007+08:00

I am really sorry because I cannot allow myself to be greedy and hesitant anymore... Sigh, I know I deserve a good beating now... :(

But someone else deserves a smack, too, for asking dumb questions! ARE YOU STUPID?!

Grrr...

2010-06-20T09:43:00.009+08:00

sigh sigh sigh....

shouldn't hv had awaken long time ago... thinking...
AM I TOO BLUNT? HARSH?

Am hiding for the time being...

Besides TW trip, don't look for me today...

I need to sit on the thinking chair and put on the thinking cap.

But... JIA WEN! Are you aware this requires not the BRAIN to process but the HEART??!!

Energy-draining....

Maybe a chance should be given? ... ... Or not?

So this is called fickle?

Holy Moly!

2010-06-14T22:08:00.004+08:00

using layman terms... ppl pls hurry up and stop hesitating this and that. Just go for it and do it!

using my common terms at work... kindly expedite and action! Pending approvals and raising POs are so difficult? Why?! I need this out asap!

to my dearest GIRLS!

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work sucked and yea-ed today... let's tok abt the good one 1st, cuz our permanent staffs including boss are all not around. Only me and the other temp staff are in after 1pm. Employees are always happiest when their boss(es) are absent. Todae I can truly understand that.

Boo-ed part about today was that my work wasn't very smooth-sailing. can't raise a proper PO without doing more steps like seeking advices here and there to make confirmation. this sucks as it drains my attempts to be more efficient at work.

Imagine a mechanic (bicycle or any vehicle),how do you expect it to cover longer/more distances when it keeps stepping on brakes and the rider keeps getting distraction from the passer-bys nearby???!!!

Technically or scientifically, the driving force will go off or disappear after awhile. And I feel really shag.... ... for tt... how to continue and step up when your efforts all go down the drain in a blink?!

darn...

sry for my vulgar-ness and rude-ness in this entry. I juz needa let it all out...

2010-06-12T10:16:00.008+08:00

Planning to read this... The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner! Hopefully, it is not a waste of time... Stephenie Meyer and Twilight fans, free reading till 6th July 2010. =]

http://www.breetanner.com/

Sigh... but I still owe Eunice and Lam their books!

Oopsy... did I just sighed.... again???!

Cheng Aik is going to get me for this again!

Ppl ard are telling me off for my BAD habits. Up to date, these bad habits are frowning and sighing! kekekekekeke ^^

Nwae, went out with Eunice last nite for a dinner at Thai Express, PS. Finally! Imagine we hvn met for lyk a year or so! provided the fact that we ARE neighbors! How cum uh~?

Needa do some bank trip soon... then meeting jess to catch-up. Have to get some time out to meet jun jin soon. she sms-ed me to do catching up since 2 weeks ago.

after met jess for lunch ltr... meeting up wif lam n june to do hk planning and price comparing at Chinatown. Then is meeting up the rest - fern and siah for dinner to keep them updated and to FIXED and EXPEDITE the hk plan asap by this wkn.

~~tmr's~~ next sunday is father's day... still brainstorming... got my pay ytd from Alfred... finally!

kk, gtg...

2010-06-10T21:25:00.000+08:00

Yipppeeee!!!! Trip No.3: Hong Kong!!!

August.

Coming Soon... ...

enlightenment

2010-05-24T23:49:00.014+08:00

inspiring quotes....

杨丞琳：你最难忘、最痛的那段爱情，不见的是你最爱的人。就只是那个人伤你很深、很重罢了，并不代表因为你最爱他，所以最痛。很大的原因是因为他不好、他伤害了你如此而已，不要太天真！

败犬女王：男人说谎，往往是为了不让自己受伤害。而女人说谎，绝大部分原因是为了不要伤害你（男人）。

痞子英雄：不解释... 并让对方自以为是的继续误会下去... 就是在掩盖真相、在说谎！自己其实跟骗子没什么两样！

pouring out... and photo updates...

2010-05-05T00:22:00.021+08:00

I'm really surprised for what I've said in the train. Doesn't sound like myself but I'm glad I somehow phrased everything properly, clearly and directly... Hopefully....

Honestly, what I've said is really really close to my heart. Really... really.... sigh... I truly hope history doesn't repeat itself over again. If not, I'm just gg to lose more confidence. We'll wait and see. I yearn friends... close, best friends more than any others. I honestly don't appear as insensitive as most of you may think. I probably appear fine, get over things easily and am a little more forgiving about most issues/matters. It's not that I don't care. But more like I let things pass and not let things bother me for too long since nothing much can be done to savage. Some other things tt do bother me probably will cause me to take more notice, in other words, more sensitive. That's all...

Sorry... for talking alien, if you're not aware... I'm just relieving that something within me. Pouring out my thoughts using this channel. To feel better....

This is so much I can afford to reveal... 'publicly'...

Cheers in life! ;)

PS: too lazy to give descriptions. photos for viewing pleasure.

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2010-04-15T18:07:00.011+08:00

^Tofu dish
^Jess!
^Pizza
^Carbonara
^Cream Base Soup, Pasta

went out wif Jess last fri to Suntec's Great Electronics Sale and Bugis to chill out. Really had a great time. She's one of the few who asks me out often and I enjoy going anywhere with even we're just only going to talk the time away. But lunch @ Pasta de Waraku (Marina Square) wasn't as 'peaceful' as expected.

last sat, finally took approx 2hrs to sort out all the shoes and shoe boxes so that all of us can find our shoes easily. This is the second time that I've done labelling and sorting. I believe this time I did a much better job than the last =] Satisfied that things are tidied up. Virgos' trait?! HAHA... Another task checked!

last sun, was pulled willingly to a marathon by my parents. Planned destination was East Coast but turned out to be Pasir Ris cos part of East Coast Park was closed for some event. Kinda waste time cos their marathon is like a walkathon man! Abit bored walking with all the not-too-young ppl esp that they are stopping too often and gossipping so loudly. Better not pull me along the next time. What worse was that I witness for myself Singaporeans' Kiasu-ness all over again! It's really bth(buay ta han) thing having to go thru too often. *cold smiling away...

Share some old pics tt I've nt uploaded before:

^My new lappie... WHITEY! a temp, lousy name... hehehe xD

Missed my old black hair a teeny weeny bit...

^Just for Laugh... Before I change my mind... Take a few good look cos I seldom share selca (self-camera pic). Who knows, I may just get rid of it ltr.... =D

^Jun Jin trying to act cute at our last outing at SEOUL @ e!Hub... Only one cherry cuz the other one has not arrive... LOL! Take a few good glances before she kills me and threaten me to bring it down! =O

My new target now is at least finish a book weekly! Regardless of the thickness...

Till next time, Jang neh!

2010-04-06T19:34:00.007+08:00

bought a new white laptop =] My fav brand Samsung (for PCs and Peripherals Samsung, NEC & HP) and my fav colour WHITE! 2.26kg, display set at $1099. Free gifts- Windows Office, McAfee AntiVirus, mouse, laptop carrier and external 320 GB hard disk.

one more stroke off my wish list!

Kinda regret nt buying the mini laptop tt's oni $599 (the display set is $100 Off)...

MegaTex sells good stuff. Bought two thriller books at MPH bookfair (The Swimsuit and The Scarecrow), Dad's bdae wallet at John Little Sale and the laptop at Expo last Sun. Great savings!

Haiz... I guess I shld stay away frm culinary and stuff cuz the knife slid pass my skin (finger) while I was trying to rid the core of an apple. =_='"

2010-03-28T18:58:00.003+08:00

Oh! Another thing... I'm glad during these few months of forcing myself to workout every night (since last September), I've learnt so many dances/choreographs. To exercise in a more fun way and less tiring (mental wise), is to dance and sing. Like this u can endure the 1/2 , one or two hours of sweats with ease, slim down easily, be healthier and sing while dancing trains your voice's stability and projection.

My exercising or dieting motto is- How much you eat should be accompanied by the same or more exercises/dances! (Input=

Dances learnt so far:
`SNSD - Into The New World (Incomplete)
`SNSD - Himnae (Incomplete)
`SNSD - Let's Talk About Love
`SNSD - Baby Baby (Incomplete)
`SNSD - Kissing You
`SNSD - Gee
`SNSD - Tell Me Your Wish [Genie]
`SNSD - Etude
`SNSD - Boyfriend (LIVE)
`SNSD - Chocolate Love
`SNSD - Oh!
`SNSD - Show Show Show
`SNSD - Run Devil Run
`KARA - Honey
`KARA - Pretty Girl (Incomplete)
`KARA - Mister
`KARA - Wanna (Incomplete)
`KARA - Lupin
`f(x) - La chA TA
`f(x) - Chu~ (Incomplete)
`f(x) - Chocolate Love
`Super Junior - Sorry Sorry
`Super Junior - Why I Like You
`Super Junior It's You
`Super Junior M - Super Girl (Incomplete)
`T-ARA - Bo Peep Bo Peep
`T-ARA - Like The Beginning (Incomplete)
`T-ARA - Time To Love 1
`T-ARA - Time To Love Listen 2
`T-ARA - I Go Crazy Because of You
`T-ARA - I'm Really Hurt (Incomplete)
`4Minute - Muzik
`4Minute - What A Girl Wants
`BoA - Eat You Up
`BoA - Shine We Are
`After School - Because of You
`SHINee - Juliette (Incomplete)
`SHINee - Ring Ding Dong
`SHINee - JoJo
`Baek Ji Young ft Tacyeon - Candy In My Ear
`Beast - Mystery (Incomplete)
`HyunA - Change
`2PM - 10 Points Out of 10 (Incomplete)
`2PM - Again & Again
`2PM - I Hate You
`2PM - Heartbeat
`2PM - Tired of Waiting
`Brown Eyed Girls - Abracadabra
`Brown Eyed Girls - Candy Man (Incomplete)
`Brown Eyed Girls - Sign
`Women's Generation 2 - Wonder Woman
`Rainbow - Gossip Girl
`Rainbow - Not Your Girl
`IU - Marshmallow (Incomplete)
`Wonder Girls - Nobody (Chorus. Who doesn't know?)
`SES - I'm Your Girl (Chorus)
`2NE1 - Fire
`2NE1 - Let's Go Party
`2NE1 - Pretty Boy
`2NE1 - In The Club
`2Ne1 - I Don't Care
`Park Bom - You and I
`CL & Minzy - Please Don't Go
`SS501 - Love Like This
`U-Kiss - Man Man Han Ni
`U-Kiss - Round & Round (Incomplete)
`Might Mouth - Love Class
`SeeYa - His Voice
`Hwanhee - Because I Missed Your Heart
`Brian - My Girl
`Jewelry - Bounce
`Jewelry - Vari2ty
`Taegoon- Call Me
`Taegoon - Betrayed
`Son Dambi - Saturday Night
`G-Dragon - Heartbreaker

Plus JeTi's (SNSD Jessica & Tiffany) exercising tips in Star King.

I lost equals or more than 5 kg till now.

Cannot remember all... But this list should be 90% of everything. Those incomplete ones maybe cuz the remaining dance is boring, unconstructive to sweating or I simply have no time to complete. Nwae, I'm proud of myself. =)

Really signing off...

2010-03-28T18:22:00.002+08:00

Today:

Went to 光明山 to pay respects to my grandfather cuz Qing Ming Jie is next week (5th April). Many were there to do the same. Cannot imagine all these ppl including my parents are so devoted Buddhists for all these decades and maybe even for the rest of their life too. How is it possible that ppl believe in religion and pray to these gods for a peace of mind. It's a pro and con.

After which we proceed to have lunch at AMK's market (at Blk 300+). Wow, the Bak Ku Teh, Salty Veg and Braised Pork Feet are so good and famous (due to the queue and every table near the stall are eating their food). Yummy! Though the pork feet is extremely fatty, I managed to pick up only the skinny parts to consume. The fatty part I only ate a 'chopstick' to curb my temps. HAHAA! Ichiban stuff at reasonable price. =]

While my parents are planning to return home, I asked for permission to go PS' Daiso cuz I really wanted to buy their beautiful boxes tt are only $2 ea. Guess, it's not alright to admit tt I'm indeed a shopaholic! I bought 8 boxes of diff sizes, shapes and colours plus some other stuffs while my mother and I are browsing ard. Soup mug, cork coaster, transparent plastic container, sunglasses pouches, father's belt, mother's washing zip bag, heart-shaped chopsticks, sleeping eye mask... HEHE

Yeah, my shopping list is almost ticked all thanks to this weekend!

Yesterday:

Went to Bugis Street to find my blue-white strips and black sweaters but I couldn't find any at all even I've looked through all (I think all...) the shops there. Mum bought a watch and another pair of sunglasses. I bought my shopping list item- brown framed fake specs. Nothing much to buy since I couldn't find a single sweater, maybe the vendors are changing seasonal clothes too. Mum and I went to have our late lunch-cum-dinner at Bugis Junction's new Food Junction. We ordered the HK stall's Black pepper chicken cutlet noodles and lemon chicken rice and shared the food. Not bad. =]

Mum wanted to go Paya Lebar's THIS Fashion cuz we've both not went there for some time. In the end, she didn't buy anything. I bought two piece of tops and a pair of shorts. Evidence of shopaholic-ism again. Opps... But guess wad, I've found out how to buy shorts to look skinnier liao! Hohohoho! So proud of the pair of $6.30 shorts I've bought there!!!

Enough of my blabbering. Sign off...

2010-03-18T01:20:00.006+08:00

Woh! Yuri, Taeyeon and Seohyun! Good Stuff!

Yuri got even more smexy (smokingly sexy)!

Taeyeon got so fierce! Singing skills still jjang!

Seohyun(maknae) changed so much(for the better) in her singing and style!

Except for the random twisting dance (fast version summore) in the chorus part that caused me burst out laughing, the rest of the dance is pretty good till now. =]

2010-03-15T22:37:00.001+08:00

I wana watch Nodame Cantabile The Movie and Remember Me nia!!!

2010-03-15T21:49:00.008+08:00

2010 March 13 : Jun's (VERY) late 20th burfdae celeb + 'long time no see' meet-up!

let the pix tok!

I officially lost 90% of my voice by the 2nd hr! :p

^K dinner!
the 'before' pic!
^too thirsty

^Camera Shy Girl, SHYE (SHY) FERN! keep deleting her "entertaining" candids frm my cam... =(
too bad...

^Sleepy n worn out siah aft open house... Poor thing...
^K dinner!
the 'after' pics!
^siah rolling her eyes? btw, she bery not high tt night nia. Prob very tired bahx... =)
^happy lam twisting and waiting for her 'cao cao' song... LOL!
^we were hving our own concert. "Lend me ur hands, ppl!"
^AHAH! jun and i were singing S.H.E's wife(lao po) n there's 'gou gou shou'(make a promise) this line... so there u see our demo! ^
^^
^Cannt rmb wad we're toking abt.. But sumhw, I looked drunk and not in my right mind! LOL!

meet-up again very soon! =]

2010-03-08T19:18:00.005+08:00

I am watching a korean drama "On Air (One-Sided Love Affair)". It wasn't exactly new, a 2008 drama. Not done but it is good so far.

Have sth tt I must share. "On Air" is produced like a really big jigsaw puzzle. Putting in more discs and keep playing them equals to searching for the correct pieces of jigsaw puzzle to fit them together. Since you have no clue what you will attain at the end, you will hate this feeling of not being able to understand. Why did this happened? What happened after tt?

Cos the drama director and scriptwriter did the drama in a way that the audience are constantly cliff hanged. Of cos, we(audience) will feel "suffocating" and "exhausting". We often will ask: "What? Why? How come?". A scene speak the truth and dismiss some curiosity is so often being "dissected" and "distributed" to different episodes to thirst us. But it was and is still good.

The characters portray their thoughts, feelings, actions and everything else so well. Maybe bcos they are all front line actors/actresses. Something else I am defeated head over heals is that the characters have to have so many emotions and acting. One for the real life character of themselves and the other for the drama inside this drama. Kim Ha Neul won me over from head to toe. Her real character is a superstar who doesn't know how to act. In the drama within this film, this superstar has to act as a 25 year old with 7 yr old thoughts. How to act like you didn't know how to act? didn't know how to cry? didn't know how to speak the lines properly? Kim Ha Neul is indeed a superb actress! GREAT!

Song Yoon Ah is also very very good. She can make the audience feel for her. Be in her shoe as a scriptwriter. Feel bad for her losing dignity as a A-classs scriptwriter to a newbie actress with strong financial backup. Tear with her. Root her up. All of these... you'll need watch them for yourselves and you'll know what I mean.

On my way to the last disc (last 5 ep)! Possibly I can chiong them by tonite. =]

2010-03-06T20:52:00.010+08:00

心情糟透了...

是朋友的都应该知道为什么... ...

心情不好时，我都会把看过的剧的片段挖出来，重新又哭一遍来舒缓、舒缓，发泄、发泄。
也会想写一写东西，感慨也变多。

好累哦... 人生当中需要做太多重大的决定了。决定错了... 又不可以重来... 就会造成所谓的遗憾。

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整个世界中，爱你的人有几个？
那，你爱的人又有几个呢？
能找到爱你的，或是你爱的人，似乎不怎么简单啊。
至少，对我来说不容易。
是还没出现吗？

有时候我在想，人与人之间的爱，到底有没有期限？
爱，这个东西真的可能到永远吗？
会不会，爱着爱着，就变成习惯了？
那样就不是爱了吧...?

人啊，有时候真的很奇妙，很难懂。

所以，很多人才会说心理医生都是疯子...

2010-02-28T22:10:00.003+08:00

Virgo is a perfectionist, ambitious, unwilling to accept failures, unable to stand up easily from the failures because he/she dislikes anything that ruins their idea of perfect or being perfect but are considered the most generous due to poor money concept.

So true. Except tt I'm nt very generous and hv pretty good concept in money/finance.

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2010-02-28T20:08:00.010+08:00

^Look at the crowd! Geez! Didn't noe so many of us live here! HA!

ytd (270210) was Chingay@Tampines =)

Short but fascinating... reminiscing the days when I was helping out Chingay 2yrs back...

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sumhw facebook is useful as maybe we'll be having a pri. 6 chalet/outing soon. HAHA! Looking at the pic and compare all the b4s & afters... So interesting...

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cousin was hospitalized at TMC for appendicitis... hope she's alright now.

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Worked at Carlton's W.L last thur (250210) cos it's still at CNY rate ($10 per hr)! Mere 4hrs already $40 as compared to SQ's $6 per hr took abt 7hrs and is busier. W.L's more of BQT style. Dun really like. It was so busy tt day. I have to admit I'm relieved they didn't call me up anymore.

The aunties there aso hv politics with each other. As a newbie, complaining to me made me very awkward. Guess I'm too naive to think tt there can be a place without politics. If there is, then probably the ppl are just Angels who are suppressing their dislike for others. Since, there wouldn't be Angels, there will always be politics issue at work. EVERYWHERE.

Great to be able to chat with Jackson for sometime after tt day's work. He told me tt there are politics' problem at SQ after I left. Well... I beta consider whether to return. Lemme rest for a few weeks ba... Need mental preparation...

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Finished "Hi My Sweetheart" and "Black & White". They're good. Hmm... Approx. 3 stars and 3.5 stars respectively. Autumn Concerto's last episode is airing soon. Looking forward to youtube upload.

Xiao Zhu and Rainie did fairly good.

In B&W, I swear ZaiZai did better than Mark Zhao YouTing... Wonder what's wrong with the award's judges, to give him the best male lead instead of ZaiZai. Mark's actions and all repeatedly reminded me of Choi SiWon's (SuperJunior) exaggerated gestures and expressions, only tt Mark has smaller eyes.

Nwae, Ivy Chen YiHan, is also an amazing newbie with good acting skills. Zhang JunNing also done well, as usual.

The one who left the deepest impression is Jason Zou ChenEn who acted as a killer. His expressions and "killer's dead stares" always send chills down my spine. Can't imagine he is a 1st timer in acting.

Of course, he's really good looking and all. Hmmm, always thinks he has a mixed Shaun Chen HongYu (Mediacorp Artise) and Cho KyuHyun (SuperJunior) look. Some Ang Moh feeling as well... To conclude, a guy with great artise qualities -handsome and talented. =]

^His ang moh smile!

fav lines:
1) 有阳光照耀的地方才有影子。最深的黑暗往往来自最光明的地方。(Only at places where the Sun shines, will you see the shadow. The darkest motive/desire usually comes from the brightest place.)
2) 不是什么事情都能归类为黑或白，因为还有剩余的是处于灰色地带，没法被归类的。(Not all matters can be classified into black or white (bad or good) with ease, there are the remaining present in the grey region which can never be sorted)

Oh, another one was Roseate-Love by Rachel Liang WenYin and Tender Huang.

Plot was okay, Tender performance passed but sorry to say, Rachel Liang's acting was too exaggerating to not notice and sometimes even gif me few urges to not continue watching...

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E.N.D for today. I'm tired.

2010-02-12T09:00:00.002+08:00

temp gg to take a break frm wrk... too fumed and angry with someone there but I wanted the matter to rest. I don't want to make things difficult for Kenny. Guess I've never been so furious with someone or something like this before bah... Nwae, I'll try to recover cuz Lunar New Year is coming in just a few days!!! Yeah! No spoilers for this great occasion! God Bless my nice colleagues at Sq (as the shortage of manpower) and Happy CNY in advance!

Still fuming... Haiz, beta stop thinking abt it.

2010-02-06T12:31:00.002+08:00

last min had to leave for m'sia last mon early morning cos m'sia grandma hadn't eaten for 4 days and not spoken. maybe cos she knows many ppl came back to visit her. she's happier and doesn't sleep. Untill wed day and nite when she slept all day and cried so much when awaken. making all of us cry with her. fortunately she made it thru till nw. Thur nite, my cousin, my aunt and I stayed all nite with her cos she just couldn't sleep. We laughed all nite thru with my substandard fu zhou dialect. She laughed with us. Stayed till ~4am and I was too sleepy to stay awake. So mum changed our shift. Sigh, we have to stand guard cos she kept wanting to get out of bed to the toilet. We stopped her cos she couldn't walk properly and we've all not used to carrying her correctly. So we explained umpteen times that she can do it on the diapers. She said it's smelly, diapers are ex and worried that she'll dirty the bed. But overall, she's good. So mum and I decided to return ytd morning to s'pore. After we reached home, my aunts there said she's angry and sad that there's only so lil ppl left... She even know how to scold ppl over the phone... Prays that she'll make it over cny... btw, my grandma is 91 turning 92 yrs old already. tt's y we're all worried when she breathed too hard or sleep too much. sigh...

2009-12-20T14:35:00.005+08:00

I yearn so much to go travel again, you know... =(

my jakiyahs, let's plan our next trip bah... pls... I'm bored... ... so bored... very and extremely bored... Time is passing too slowly recently if I've no work... I'm thinking all the nonsensical stuffs... =(

oh... didn't realized that I haven't blogged for so long. Recently. K-pop and C-pop (Rainie Yang) have quite a number of nice sentimental songs. Updated my jukebox. Enjoy =)

Last evening, went out for the e3 dinner at BBQ Chicken @T1 (tamp 1). Then we chatted quite awhile at t1's roof terrace and headed to the prata shop to continue. HAHA! Nice chatting with these ppl. Few of them knew how to drive, envy nia... ... When can I get a car so that I can go learn driving too.

Congrats to my girls for ytd's concert in Korea! Hope tdy's will run as smoothly too! =D

signing off... nida exc b4 gg to wrk.

GENIUS SUJU!

2009-12-03T16:13:00.003+08:00

They're GENIUS man!

1:08 part is epic! The Britney Spears' Lucky is the best! "Early morning, she wakes up and knock, knock, knock on the door" sounds like "For a long time, at the house, I ate banana" in korean pronounciation as his alibi! LOL!!!!!

2009-11-27T14:01:00.007+08:00

"You're Beautiful" finally ended... Well, I should say:" Uh, ended? =("

-_-,

I'm greedy, so this kind of ending doesn't satisfy me at all! Urgh.....

But still, it's so good! How I wish it never ended... How much do I wish that there's a special episode(s) or season 2!!!!!

People, I WARN you! You MUST go watch this drama! It's so so so so AWESOME! You'll regret your whole life having watch it!

Jang Geun Suk became my idol due to his amicable personality off camera, his interactions with his fans, the crews and the casts are too nice. Of course, his acting skills in this drama is splendid!

So, I'm watching his "Beethoven Virus" at the moment... Hmmm, I wonder why this drama (Beethoven Virus) got such high credit, viewership and popularity. I'm currently (already) at ep 13 but there doesn't seem to be much climax and twist to me. The whole storyline amazed me (negatively) more than anything. There's even a special ep for it. I wonder how, I wonder why... (lemon tree song??? haahaha!). But Jang Geun Suk is still quite good in here. The female lead (Lee Ji Ah) is pretty. Can't imagine she's an 81' year-er with the young and good complexion. Anyway, there's a few more to go... I'll just shut up for now and see if there's anything to watch in the last quarter or so, of the series...

Minami Shineyo JJang!!!!! Jang Geun Suk JJang!!! YB Cast JJang!

a mood turn-around fail

2009-11-23T23:21:00.006+08:00

I (ask the hair stylist) make myself new set of fringe lately for a mood turn-around and for new passport (photo)... curious? then see for urself... :p i'm not cam-whoring already... cos mood's still down down down... ...

looking forward to next week's NEW MOON... heard tt it's beta than expected--I'm glad. And I've sumhw watched alot of spoilers on yt... dumb me... I shld've hold back myself.

mood:
that car looks like me... ...

broken down... in the midst of repair... ...

2009-11-06T19:14:00.005+08:00

Rmb the entry below?

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Wondered what happened to all the Korea Boy bands this few months...? Cursed?

Case Studies(?):
1) SS501 Leader Kim Hyun Joong was infected by H1N1, fortunately he already recovered fully and is back from Japan to Korea.
2) 2pm Leader Park JaeBum quit and left the group to Seattle due to the myspace incident.
3) Big Bang DaeSung met an accident last month due to heavy pour and hurt his nose, broke his rips and has some scratches here and there. Now still trying to recover after it is detected that he seem to have hurt his eyes too.
4) DBSK's YooChun, Junsu and JaeJoong are involved in the law suit with SME, many said, crisis of disbanding.
5) Now... Super Junior joins in the "fun", Kangin was charged for assault in a bar on the 16th Sept 2009. Police are still investigating and it was rumored that he didn't fight, he just wanted to stop a fight. Despite this, Super Junior proceeded with their Super Show II tour at HK last wkn, a great success. Pray for Kangin...

Good luck to the remaining "candidates" 2am, SHINee...

I think I better shut up.... Just realized BOTH 2am's Jo Kwon and SHINee's Jong Hyun caught H1N1 already.... Opps... foul mouth... =P

I won't know until I don't see Jong Hyun on MuBank just now. I was worried so I checked up his news awhile ago...

But how can I be so accurate??? Not 2am not SHINee but BOTH?! LOL! Oppsy... Sorry boys, get well soon ah! '~'

Btw, I'm deeply 'poisoned' by "You're Beautiful"! Sharks! tudou with chinese sub already has viewership of 1,601,074 (those are commas, kk! not decimals, btw, viewership cannt be in decimals lah~!).

It can be considered the best drama in these centuries, to me, and I believe many persistent 'suitors' for this drama have the same lingo as me! Too bad, this great drama is over-shadowed by "Iris" just because "Iris" has more famous cast and better promotion. Poor them... Those who haven't watch "You're Beautiful" MUST watch it soon or wait for all episodes to come out... If not, you'll be 'poisoned to death' by the long wait every single wed n thur for it. Like me now... counting down to another week... the flowers are dying... ...

Nwae, a brief comment. It's got really good cast. Park Shin Hye, Jang Geun Suk, Jung Yong Hwa and Lee Hong Ki.

Park Shin Hye, same age as me, acted in Stairway to Heaven, Heaven Tree, etc... But to me, she seems to lack a breakthrough and I'm glad I saw that in this drama. However, I don't really like Park Shin Hye, she seems a bit of an attention seeker to me from BTS.

I fell to love Jang Geun Suk, 22, from this drama. He acted in Beethoven Virus, etc. He can really act and I fell more for his voice than the person. He's got a deep, smooth voice and can sing well enof. A professional actor and seems like a nice, mature friend to pour your sorrows on. Decide to catch Beethoven Virus for him when I'm free.

Jung Yong Hwa, 20, is a rookie in acting. His character is somewhat similar to Kim Hyun Joong's Ji Hoo in BOF. A character that you'll feel heartbreaking for his contributions to the female lead. Some really classic lines he said that can pierce through anyone's heart :"Just one more step and you'll be able to see me. My arms are opened for you but who are you giving you hands to...?"
Awww... epic...

Lee Hong Ki, 19, is a singer. I may be wrong, but I think this is his 1st drama too. One who can sing very well, cannot dance too well, but has a really cute and natural charisma in the drama. He's one that always bring you laughter by his action and curiosity.

This drama makes me feel alot for each of the characters. The director and script writers must be so good. Currently, it has broadcast till ep 10 and is known to have 16. Well, I have to stop here... and watch the last few tgt at the end of the month. Serious matter comes 1st!

Ja-ne! =] (goodbye in jap)